As with many people, I seem to have an angel on one shoulder and a demon sitting on the other, with both whispering in my ear what to do. My angel says that I should forgive my little one and let his little indiscretions slide. That I should hold him tight and shower him with kisses and love. My demon on the other hand, is telling me that he needs to be punished â€“ severely. A paddling that leaves his hinny red, raw and welted, then forcing him to stay in a dirty, soiled diaper â€˜til an extreme rash has formed, and perhaps a strong enema so speed up the soiled diaper process (and this is just for starters â€“ my demons can be quite imaginative). The question is, which one will win out? Which one will hold sway â€“ my demons or my angels?